This last weekend was actually very good for me and my perception of myself. I spent it around people I had known for years but don't see all that often. I took a good look around and realized that I looked as good as any of them. No....I don't have the body of a 20 year old, but then....neither did they (sorry peeps). What I have lost in figure though....I have gained in humor, experience, and the ability to really not care what others think of me. It made for a wonderful time full of laughter and fun. And honestly.....I really didn't care how others viewed me....because I viewed me as just fine. The key now is to take what I learned/felt over the weekend and keep it close for the rest of eternity.
So what does this all mean? It means that dating in the best of situations holds no guarantees. It means nothing ventured....nothing gained and most of all....it means you may have to go through a few wrong ones before you finally find the really right one. Obviously the journey is not over for me. In fact....it has just begun. If it is meant to be....I have every faith that I will find the right one and if it is not.....then maybe I will have at least a little fun kissing a few frogs!